I'm special. Not in general, not as Superman or as Joan of Arc. I'm not special for everyone. I'm special to you. No matter if you have not noticed. No matter if you think we are a couple more you want, they spend time together and talk about their things before, during and after sex. No matter if you think I'm special just because I'm in love with you and because you're in love with me. The important thing is that I know I'm special because, despite everything, I decide to love each day. After each conversation, every look, every kiss, I choose love. After you do or say something that burns my blood, I decide to love. After I hurt without even realizing it, I decide to love. After feeling insecure, jealous, stupid, suspicious, decided to love.
Maybe you think that is normal. That when you love someone, that's what you do. That if I left and find another girl, she would too. But not always. Sometimes they decide it's more important to be right, win the fight, getting an apology, make the other person feel worse than they are or who fails to do or say that it bothers, injures or hurts, make restoring their dignity, safety, to appease their jealousy, fears, feeling better, less idiotic.
do not know if it's a matter of personality or find the person for whom you are special. I do not know if it is good or bad. I do not know if what you want or prefer to start yelling every time the cagaras. All I know is that I am special to you, but do not know, because there are other options, but I decided to always love you.